I feel completely lost in my restlessness. Because of my surgery last Wednesday, I've spent the past week at home. A week later and I now feel as if I am completely cut off from everything. I'm sitting at a coffee shop in St. Paul because let's face it, that's what I've always been doing. But it doesn't feel like that. I feel like I'm not doing anything. Ryan's here with me. I think I need to go back to work. It's amazing what a regular schedule will do for me. But video games and coffee shops aren't cutting it for me right now. Neither are web forums. It shouldn't be this hard to think of things to do. There are always things to do. Have I lost connect with reality? Eh. I need to go back to work. I impatiently wait for Friday to come. Otherwise may a myriad of strange events plague and warp my schedule for the next two days.