September was a pretty vicious month. October was slower-paced, but put the final nails in the coffin for many things.

My last relationship, which I thought ended on the basis of mutual respect, is over. Jonathan has betrayed my trust in too many ways for him to make up for. Anger, surprisingly, helped me move on quicker than did being civil.

I've been doing well in school. Fantastic, even, relatively speaking. I want it all to be over, but that said, I haven't been happier at school.

I've met lots of new friends. Expanding my friend circle has been great. I feel like so many things are improving.

Crackers, somehow, is still standing strong. That thrills me. Even though I'm not as involved as I once was, my members continue to post and contribute to a relatively-absent period of Mindless activity. I think this attests to my claims that Crackers is not a Mindless Self Indulgence message board, but rather, a community forum.

I'm exploring grunge music. And it's incredible stuff. It's also led me to realizing that I am a pathetic and hopeless 90s junkie. Forgive me.

I'm working again. The stress that goes along with Brewbs is unbelievably helpful. Having customers to deal with, orders to ring up, and drinks to make on a weekly basis really helps take my mind off of outside issues.

Lisa and Ryan are coming on Monday. They're staying until Wednesday. 2 Day Scene Party, bitches!

Britney's new single is fantastic. Suck it.

I'm out of random bullet points to sum up the past two months. I'm sexier than ever and make friends easily. The end.